so gross

i just found out that one of my exes...well i don't know if i should call him an ex or not. we were together when i was 14 and he was 19, but only a few people knew about it, for obvious reasons. my mother would've killed if she'd found out. well anyways, his mom called me today to wish me happy b-day, and it turns out she's one of my godmothers. i think i knew that when i was younger but forgot because they lived in another country for a while. so if something had happened to my parents, and noone else could take me in, she would've adopted me and he would've been my brother....so gross. good thing it didn't turn out that way.