Sunday, January 30, 2005

my day is ruined.

the most devastating, tragic, earth-shattering thing has happened. all the cocoa puffs are gone. so i go downstairs to get some breakfast i.e. cocoa puffs. reach for the box, its full so i'm expecting to have at least 2 bowls of cereal. open the box and it holds, no not my cocoa puffs, but frosted flakes. FROSTED FLAKES!!!!!!!!!! what happened to the cocoa puffs??? and why is the frosted flakes in the cocoa puffs box??? so now i'm having a glass of ruby red grapefruit juice for breakfast because i don't want to eat anything else. and we're snowed in so no cocoa puffs today. i'm devastated.

Saturday, January 29, 2005

2nd new sari


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i'm not too fond of this one, but it fits. now i just need an event or two to wear them to.

new sari


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my mum took it home to have it altered to fit me. i love the colors.

Wednesday, January 26, 2005

out-dated, old fashion, behind the times, quarter dead.......

...so how come everyone else has a gmail account??? i want a gmail account!!! does anyone know how i can get one??? i feel so old and out of touch. i'm the last to know everything!!!

a real simpsons home


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Tuesday, January 25, 2005

A Picture Share!

     

the pot's boiling. it's almost lunchtime. i am so bored.

A Picture Share!

     

mini golf course

A Picture Share!

     

stonehenge

An Album Share!



and the work keeps on piling

A Picture Share!

     

can't you tell i'm really busy and love being here???

Monday, January 24, 2005

Racist Hot 97 Skit Mocking Tsunami Victims

hiphopmusic.com: Racist Hot 97 Skit Mocking Tsunami Victims

There's also a link for the an online petition. Please make sure you sign it. Thanks for the email Cnot.

Thursday, January 20, 2005

time for a change

i'm a true pisces. the tides have changed. i feel it all around me and in everything i do. my attitude towards work, family and certain people needs to change. i need to change my work ethics. i need to change the way i dress. i need to change or replace certain "friends." today was just the beginning. i cut off ties to certain people. my relationship with them, if it had continued, would've been more detrimental to my well-being than beneficial to either of one of us. i know this is a decision i might regret later on in life, but right now i have to do what i feel is right for myself. all my time wasted with certain people should've been spent building stronger relationships with others. i don't regret any of it, i just feel its time to change.

i also need to change the way i dress. i was talking to barb the other day and i told her how i felt. this isn't me. i've gotten too comfortable in casual clothes. i'm not used to dressing up anymore. i miss dressing up. this isn't me. i've become too comfortable and too complacent about certain things. i need to do this for me.

i'll be 24 in a month....maybe that's why i feel the need to change. its time to cast aside the monkeys for a change....lol. don't get me wrong i still love them, but i need something different.

Monday, January 17, 2005

hope

(Twista talking)
Man, I know we had a lot of tragedies lately.
I just wanna say rest in peace to Aaliyah,
Rest in peace to Left Eye,
Rest in peace to Jam Master Jay,
And everybody lost in the Twin Towers,
And everybody lost period.
All we got is HOPE!!

VERSE 1 (Twista)
I wish the way I was living could stop, serving rocks,
Knowing the cops is hot when I’m on the block, And I
Wish my brother woulda made bail,
So I won’t have to travel 6 hours to see him in jail, And I
Wish that my grandmother wasn’t sick,
Or that we would just come up on some stacks and hit a lick, And I
(I wish)

Wish my homies wouldn’t have to suffer,
When the streets get the upper had on us & we lose a brother, And I
Wish I could go deep in a zone,
& lift the spirits of the world with the words with in this song, And I
(I wish)

Wish I could teach a could teach a soul to fly,
Take away the pain out cha hands and help you hold them hi, And I
Wish God never gave the men power
To be able to hurt the people inside the Twin Towers, And I
(I wish)

Wish God woulda turned they hearts righteous,
When they started to take innocent lives and become snipers, But uh
We will never break, though they devistate, we shall motivate,
And we gotta pray, all we got is faith.
Instead of thinking about who gonna die to day,
The Lord is gonna help you feel better, so you ain’t gotta cry today.
Sit at the light so long,
And then we gotta move straight forward, cuz we fight so strong,
So when right go wrong,
Just say a little prayer, get ya money man, life go on!!!
Let’s HOPE!

CHORUS (Faith Evans)
Cuz I’m hopeful, yes I am, hopeful for today,
Take this music and use it
Let it take you away,
And be hopeful (hopeful) and he’ll make a way
I know it ain’t easy but that’s okay.
Let’s be hopeful!

VERSE 2 (Twista)
I wish that you could show some love,
Instead of hatin so much when you see some other people commin up
(I wish)

I wish I could teach the world to sing,
Watch the music and have ‘em trippin of the joy I bring, (shiit)
I wish that we could hold hands,
Listen instead of dissin lessons from a grown man, And I
(I wish)

Wish the families that lack, but got love, get some stacks
Brand new shack and a lack that’s on dubs, And I
Wish we could keep achieving wonders,
See the vision of the world through the eyes of Stevie Wonder, (you feel me)
(I wish)

And I hope all the kids eat,
And don’t nobody in my family see six feet, (ya dig)
I hope them mothers stain’ strong,
You can make it whether you wit him or your mans gone, And I
(I wish)

Wish I could give every celly some commissary,
& the popo bring the heat on them priest like they did R. Kelly, And I
Wish that DOC could scream again
And bullets could reverse so Pac and Biggie breath again, (shit)
(I wish)

Then one day they could speak again,
I wish that we only saw good news every time we look at CNN,
I wish that enemies could talk,
And that super homie Christopher Reeves could still walk,
(I wish)

I wish that we could walk a path, stay doin the right thing
Hustle hard so the kids maintain up in the game,
Let’s HOPE

CHORUS (Faith Evans)
Cuz I’m hopeful, yes I am, hopeful for today,
Take this music and use it
Let it take you away,
And be hopeful (hopeful) and he’ll make a way
I know it ain’t easy but that’s okay.
Let’s be hopeful!

VERSE 3 (Twista)
Wish the earth wasn’t so apocalyptic,
I try to spread my message to the world the best way I can give it,
We can make it always so optimistic,
If you don’t listen gotta live my life the best way I can live it,
I pray for justice when we go to court,
Wish it was all good so the country wouldn’t have to go to war,
Why can’t we kick it and just get em on,
And in the famous words of Mr. King “Why can’t we all just get along”,
Or we can find a better way to shop and please, And I
Hope we find a better way to cop a keys, And I
Wish everybody would just stop and freeze,
And ask way are we fulfillin these downfalls and prophecies,
You can be wrong if it’s you doubting,
With the faith of a mustard seed you can move mountains,
And only the heavenly father and ease the hurt,
Just let it go and keep prayin on your knees in church!!
And let’s HOPE


Sunday, January 16, 2005

day 2

i haven't really done anything today except practice playing the guitar. since my brother tuned it when i first got it, i decided it was time to learn how to tune it myself. keep tuning and untuning. i think i finally got the hang of it. i don't have to rely on the cd anymore. yay for me! anyways, its time for another movie "review". these are movies that i've seen recently and are worth mentioning. so here goes. first on the list is King Arthur.

King Arthur


i've always been fascinated with the legend of king arthur and the knights of the round table. this movie gave a somewhat different perspective from the classic tale. i'm still trying to decide whether i like this version or not. it would've done a lot better if they'd stuck to the story everyone's familiar with. the second movie of the week is Harold and Kumar go to White Castle.

harold and kumar


if you liked american pie, american weeding and movies in that genre, you'll love this movie. i promise. well, that's all for now. back to tuning.

2 more to go

i accomplished my goal of doing nothing today. and by nothing i mean no tedious task. didn't do any housework, didn't go anywhere, just sat on my ass all day. i'm not sure if i can do this for two more days, but i'll try my hardest. more quizzes to follow later if i get extremely bored. night bitches.

Saturday, January 15, 2005

my drug of choice



You scored as Marijuana. The most beautiful, chill drug out there. You want something that's not too harsh on your body, and soothes the soul. It's also not addicting, so smoke it up, baby! And never have to go through withdrawls.

Marijuana


50%

Cocaine


38%

Ecstacy


38%

None!


38%

Inhalents


19%

Alcohol


13%

Mushrooms


0%

What's your ideal drug?
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3 day weekend

my plan is to do absolutely nothing. just lounge around the house for 3 days. do some more guitar practices, play games, watch movies, read. oh and some more silly quizzes. yep, thats the plan.

Friday, January 14, 2005

Is this really me???

me
You're like me! The intelligent loner. You're shy
at times but friendly, and you are never weak
and always independent. You are incredibly
intelligent (wise beyond your years) and have a
talent for many things (sports, music, art).
You have a kind and warm personality and enjoy
the simple things. Like hanging out with
friends and watching movies at home. But you're
sometimes quiet nature makes you a bit of an
outcast and a mystery to people. No matter how
pretty you are or smart or athletic, you just
can't seem to break into the crowd and be
noticed. Don't worry, try to be more outgoing
and speak out when you have more to say. Don't
hide behind your books and sports and computer,
get out there and get noticed. You also have
deep desires in life and feel vunerable and
alone at times. Don't feel sad either, What
helps me to express feelings and dreams that I
can't say to people, is through my writting.
Maybe you should try.


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Thursday, January 13, 2005

I'm Back Bitches!!!!!!!!

Ok so I haven't been gone that long, but its so unlike me to go a week without posting. Anyways between work, 2 nights of The O.C. marathon and everything else, I've been pretty tired and stressed out. Work's being pretty stressful but today was a little bit better. I really don't need to let these people stress me out anymore. Afterall its just a job. I'm all caught up on the O.C., and I'm now trying to finish watching 24: Season 3, since season 4 premeired last sunday.

In other news, I'm trying to plan something for my birthday. I still want to go to Vegas. Everyone loves the Vegas. Lol. But that might have to wait a while, because people will need to get funds together. Other places on list so far; PA (I can spend the week with guru, K, and Izzy and maybe Cnot can come down if she's not too busy), a day trip to NY, ATL (free room and board for the weekend with the best in-laws to be), and someone said I should add Miami to the list, but I think I should save that for another time. So if you have any ideas, let me know.

Well, thats all for now. Life's boring again. No big updates. No gossip at work, sad to say. We have two new guys at work. I thought I'd have some more eye candy. I was wrong. I did some investigating today, they're both too young. Oh well. The white van's disappeared. It hasn't been around for ages. Ummm......I think thats all. Anyways time to go. O.C. at 8pm. Till tomorrow bitches!!!!!!!!

Thursday, January 06, 2005

Randomness 2

I can't complain I'm bored for a few weeks. I have so many DVDs that I own that I have yet to watch. Here's the list:

1. The O.C.: Season 1
2. Seinfeld: Volume 1
3. Sex and the City: Season Six Part 1
4. The Superman Collection
5. Back to the Future Trilogy
6. King Arthur
7. I, Robot
8. Clerks
9. Dogma

Plus three movies from Netflix. So many movies, only 2 eyes. I need more eyes people!!!!!! At least it'll keep me distracted for a long time. I've been flirting too much lately with people I have no business flirting with. Oh well. Its harmless fun. I love boys, boys, boys, boys, boys I do adore.

Saturday, January 01, 2005

New Year's Resolutions

1. Call mom and dad more often - Seeing as they live thousands of miles away, I only get to see them once a year, if I'm lucky. Well I've only seen my dad once in 8 years. I saw my mom twice last year. We used to be so close. I could talk to her about almost everything. Now I only get to talk to her once every few weeks. She even mentioned how we've grown apart. So my goal for this year is to call home at least once a week.

2. Get license - I've been procrastinating for far too long. I'm tired of depending on other people for rides, especially when those people are constantly late. I feel trapped. I need to stop procrastinating, just practice and take the test. It can't be that hard right????

3. Learn to play the guitar really well - I'm not giving up my other hobbies, I just need to set aside time everyday to practice. But seeing as my free time depends on the other peoples schedule, I never know exactly when I'll be home. I could always practice in the mornings before heading out.

A very short and simple list. I wasn't going to make any resolutions for this year because I never stick to them. But its only 3 things so far, that should be fairly easy. If something else important comes along, a simple "To Do" list will suffice.

So far 2005 has been a very slow year. I got home around noon from yesterdays activities. Cleaned up a little bit, played games online, took a 4 hour nap (I needed that), now I'm just waiting for Cnot and Mon to get here and party the night away. Well it won't be that much of a party, I'm making them help in putting together Kiki's bike. Fun times! Later bitches. And NO!!!, I will not make "stop calling people bitches" a resolution.


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